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[27 Oct 2006|02:53pm] |
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HELLO WORLDIE IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME! > 2 years ha ha ha. ohmannnnnn, gareth gates is so many years ago. never mind it was just a phase. yayyyyy okay that's it for my cute little reunion with lj dearest. KISSES & LOVE!!1
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[02 May 2004|02:42pm] |
HEYYY TIME TO UPDATE YOUR LINKS :D I HAFF MOVED HERE PERMANENTLY BUT I'LL BE VISITING LJ ONCE IN A WHILE :D
haha. but i still love ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) eeezza truckloads. she has been my best friend listening to all that i haffta say. yayy!
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[30 Apr 2004|07:04pm] |
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heya i've opened up my previous blog again! haha cos i fell in love with it again (: the mandymooreness and the sec one crappiness and all (: whoo so coolios. yayy!
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[25 Apr 2004|10:22pm] |
well. i hate being nice without given a single thank you or acknowledgement. makes me think like, was i even nice? hmm. maybe i was. but how would i know i wudnt make a difference to you.
yeah well that happens *shrug.
trying to take it slow-
missing you cuts like a knife
ouch. it hurts so.
please dont push me away..?
imissyou.
dear world, im starting to think i wasted my sleep for today's bahas. haish. i dont like it anymore ):
dear world, i wish someone would be kinder to me. cos a word means millions.
dear world, i wna sleep and forget it all (:
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[25 Apr 2004|10:19pm] |
well. i hate being nice without given a single thank you or acknowledgement. makes me think like, was i even nice? hmm. maybe i was. but how would i know i wudnt make a difference to you.
yeah well that happens *shrug.
trying to take it slow-
missing
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[23 Apr 2004|06:41pm] |
yayyy im in a good mood now :D so good that im not snapping at someone. usually our convos will only survive for one line before i piss him off and get pissed myself hahas.
doodoodoo. im high. im looking forward to AA :D not the preps tho. yay! i think the sec 4 dance rocks. only that :/ klarh. everything oso. i think when we are sec 4s and hafta organise an AA whoa we will be so shitified :/
i dont wna comment on pft d: at least i got one more A than last year. but so pissifying i need 2 points to get a gold. and you noe wad? i missed the C grade by 2 cm. 2 cm. grrrrrRrrrrr. no gold. hehs. and it wud be betta if i was not 14. gr.
IM STILL IN LOVE WITH NAUFAL SYAFIQ ARRRGH :D whyy theres no slp next week. screw! i wna see my hunny larh! aish. i miss his smile. he's hot and I MEAN IT. argh.
yay! im talking to someone i hate hate hate! :D thanks to this gd mood of mine! hohos (:
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[22 Apr 2004|10:43pm] |
bah im so pissed can! everyone noes that latoya + jennifer + fantasia are like the top three..?! and they are like in the bottom! wdh!!! how prejudicial can americans get?! the 3 of them have like super powerful voices larh. grr! they vote as if its a looks contest or sth. hav more substance larh! i feel sad for jennifer. if fantasia and latoya gets kicked out next week i will call up ami and screeeeeam at them!
gtg do hawparvilla thinger. eeep. nites!
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[21 Apr 2004|08:10pm] |
Your face is no one could find
All your feelings so deep inside
Was then that I realise
that forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
hmms.
hmms.
hmms.
i have nothing to say d:
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[21 Apr 2004|07:00am] |
blah im really sick of my life larh. seriously. school sucks and im sinking lower than the ground :l i really wont be surprised if i get kicked out of the sch by the end of this year. if im dying in sec 2 i'll prolly be sitting down in my grave in sec 3.
and moreover all the icky problems i have is still hanging there. i dont like hanging in midair damnit. but i dont wna further worry myself by thinking of them. im worrying like a mad fool and im worrying so much that it begins to worry me :l blah. and trying to blend in when born to stand out. whatever but i wna feel that i belong sumwhere.
its like im a slave to this world and its people. which sucks larh. i hope i can like die in my sleep or sth one day. cos im real tired of facing this world again.
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[20 Apr 2004|12:16pm] |
heyaaa. lessons gna end soon :l ackk. im gna type as fast as i can. but i got nothing to type about. haahaahaa.
cant wait for bahas! :D whee okay byeehs.
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[19 Apr 2004|09:55pm] |
yayy. new layout! (:
alrite who cares if more than 50% of the page is Gareth. mmhms. had fun changing everything around (: and i think it looks quite pleasant to the eye. minus the gareth, to some of you (:
yepyep. here i am having fun surfing around, and stupid inet doesnt work so i cant freaking print out notes. physics test tmr. and maths not done. hmms.
ohwell. at least i studied EMR and colour mixing. still have the definitions to remember.
nighties (:
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[18 Apr 2004|07:15am] |
goodness gracious me.
i'm amazed at your bitchiness.
i'm just so shocked at your insincerity.
if using me is not enough
now you are giving me shit.
dont try to steal my friends i tell you.
if killing you is not a sin
i would.
i hate you.
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[18 Apr 2004|06:52am] |
aiks. i had such a nice time slacking for 2 days. 2 full days, you! *wide grin (: and the sad thing is that there are 3 tests next week. smart! aish.
saturday was such a pissifying day argh. dah larh someone bully my mortal, and then the ass began msging me. i think he got pissed off by my sarcasm. fine i dont care. i can stab you with my words if its the last thing i do. argh.
and i still feel like squishing that someone to death. eurgh.
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[16 Apr 2004|06:07pm] |
I am feeling extremely used grrr. I shall scream my heart out to someone but not now. anyway dont read this if you dont want to. I shant refer to anyone in particular but I feel like squishing that someone to the floor grrrrrrrrr.
Number 1, do you noe what i did FOR you? hah you just treat me like a slave, ur maid whatever you wna call it. you can just make me do stuff for you, difficult stuff in particular, and then act like as if its just a small thing. hey, i dont like talking to pple i dislike bcos of YOU. i wudnt waste my time money and breath doing stupid things i myself dont wna do but just for the sake of you. whatever we talk about is guys guys guys nonstop and I HATE IT. sorry but i think thats not a worthy topic talking about. i feel happier talking bout my chilhood days and even bout MATHS but i hate talking bout guys cos i dont give a damn about them. and do you care? no you dont. instead you just go rambling on and on about who you like and such and am i just so SICK of listening. like, take a break okay? just talk about other things for once. and when i choose not to listen, what do you do? ignore me. have i ever ignored you even when you ramble non stop? and i even dedicated my time doing things for you with the thought that you'll at least appreciate it but no you dont! i dont even get credit for it. well you shd wake up and realise that if im a friend you shd do more than just ask me to listen to you ramble on your fave topic 24/7 and make me obliged to do certain things for you and in the end, dont appreciate it at all.
im so sick of being used. i shd have known you were nothing but a LIE. i shall only stick to pple whom i believe will be there for me and listen to me as much as i listen to them and be a little sensitive to my feelings as well. dont call me your friend or more than that cos you noe that you're only using me to get close to pple you wna get close with. fuck off, really.
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[15 Apr 2004|08:06am] |
hohos i havent finished ranting yet. microsoft excel is interestingggg. whoas. like just keying in names and scores and blah. how cool yeahs. im not gna be a teacher anyways. grrh.
and stop calling me can. its not april fools anymore so cut off ur stupid pranks cos they are oh so not funny. you are bored pple. *kicks.
it'd be a miracle if i come home today. 10 more hours. baaaah. can i fly home?
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[15 Apr 2004|07:45am] |
haaaaaiiish. i wished i had pon schoooooooooool.
i was this close to ponning school *points from thumb to index finger :l
baaaaaaaaah. and nowwwwwwww. i have to survive a boriiiiiiiing boriiiiiing dayyy. aaaaand. slpppp. *yelllls.
bahh school sucks larh.
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[14 Apr 2004|08:09am] |
heyheys (: haiish. girlfriendie aint here today ): so fizziepop is my tablemate today (: hahas. fizzie is laughing by herself (: i wished the blackout was at my house. wont that be so cool like straight after incredible tales (: i cudnt sleep thinking of the marble story and i saw light figures on my wall. arrgh. so freakyy.
girlfriend (: hope you're okay *smooch (: miss you very very muchos. come back soon okays? (: and i've got a date with danny by the longkang today. yay!
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[14 Apr 2004|08:06am] |
heyheys (: haiish. girlfriendie aint here today ): so fizziepop is my tablemate today (: hahas. fizzie is laughing by herself (: i wished the blackout was at my house. wont that be so cool like straight after incredible tales (: i cudnt sleep thinking of the marble story and i saw light figures on my wall. arrgh. so freakyy.
girlfriend (: hope you're okay *smooch (: and i've got a date with danny by the longkang today. yay!
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